I'm Samantha and I like to write... Truth: I do not NEED anybody.
I simply want my cup of coffee, my sketchbook, and for my business to stay my business. If you happen to enjoy star gazing, sitting around doing nothing, driving to Starbucks early in the morning, going on adventurous road trips, reading, or listening to some kick ass music....
let's be friends.
You can’t judge what I’ve done.
You are no saint yourself.
Incredibly aware that I am alive. What a wonderful thing.
I’ve been told a lot of things about becoming a teenager,
Like responsibility and working three to eleven, because sitting on my ass doesn’t get me to heaven
Or what about good studying skills and always reading ahead for class?
Even the proper hygiene from pearly whites to wiping your ass.
How about no glove no love, the occasional hugs not drugs
Don’t drink and drive
Don’t take your life
Always ask when you need help but better not ask twice.
We’ve all heard about stds and if they throw the first punch, it’s time to leave
But it’s not self defense if he’s quarter back on the football team, you just wouldn’t put out
Shit, What a tease
Did you hear about Tammy and the guy from moore?
Opened her legs second he walked through the door
Put out right away, man she’s a whore.
But they didn’t tell you you’ll wait until five am because that boy never called
Or about lonely nights when your friends stood you up because you stopped believing in god
So you find some new ones and you take some new drugs
they didn’t tell you exactly what they do but they did tell you its dumb!
What about the older boy who called you mature for your age and don’t
want to know that your periods late
all they said to do was get pregnant or wait but you didn’t wait because
Being a virgins so lame
Now you’re ashamed your body had changed they told you it happens
to everyone but it’s just not the same
Because its happened to you, you hold all the blame,
While miley cyrus teaches kids to never be tamed.
Now they don’t understand, they’re trying to ruin your life
They do it on purpose, it just isn’t right
But, god dammit you’re a teenager and it’s all just a phase, and you’re only gay if you’re in the school play
but when you’re the jock you’re stupid, a jerk and you’re paying the freshman to do your homework
But not because he’s dumb, he has a future ahead and if you’re not going to college well, you’re better off dead,
My honor student kicks your honor students ass! we’re taught to be winners before we even know math,
and if you don’t come in first place you’ve gone down the wrong path.
There’s no turning back, you’re young and your life’s gonna end,
Don’t grow up too fast, that’s not what they meant
But once you’re eighteen, your ass is gonna pay rent!
What do you mean you’re in love, you’re 16, that’s corrupt
You forgot the assignment? It’s time to fucking grow up.
It’s always the time but your times running out,
Jesus, you’re a kid what’re you complaining about?
Everyone’s beautiful, unless you’re different, what a shame
But whats different when everyone’s differents the same
Five bucks at goodwill, it’s hip and insane!
But insanes the new black, and hip’s the new thing!
Hop on the bandwagon, but dont forget who you are, wait forget who you are because originality won’t get you too far.
You’re a teenager, wow, your life isn’t that hard
Wait until you have to pay for your car and a house oh and kids, your life’s gonna suck.
But remember, you’re so young, stop trying too hard to grow up. — Samantha
When I was younger, my dad called my vitamins battle Links:
“If you take these everyday, you’ll be strong in battle like the hero of time himself. “
You didn’t want to hear it, so you didn’t
That’s all there is to it, nothing more.
Selective hearing, I’d guess.
Sit back, relax, and watch all the homecoming photos added to “FRESHHHMANNN BABY” Facebook albums.
WHy
Today is perfect. The clouds are shadowing the back porch where I drink my coffee alone. The house is empty and still, only disturbed by soft music.
And breathing is not a hassle, or a job to do
it is but a blessing,
a small miracle with every inhale.
Just leave me be. You’re going to destroy me.
The times we sit in steady silence, broken only by the breath on our lips
Those are the times I wish to drown in.
Peaceful euphoria.
